I feel so lonely. I just don't know what to do anymore. I think I've managed to not make anyone wonder or worry at work. They always say you should leave your personal problems at home when you go to work. Sometimes it feels like things are too consuming to be able to leave things at home and go to work.
I hope he's happy.
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I'm having terrible luck with losing things. I'm usually very careful with where I put things so I can find them. I have things organized and put in specific places or arrangements so I can know what is what, but recently I've really been misplacing things.
I'm so worried because I can't find Topsy. I had the rabbits outside but when I called them only Ms. Darling came back. I'm worried that something terrible happened to him. I called him for so long and nothing, so I've been leaving so food for him outside and I call for him everyday, just in case. I wish I could search better, but I have to go into work everyday and I just can't. I think Ms. Darling is sick from missing him. I think I know how she feels. It's easy to understand her pain. If I wasn't blind this wouldn't have happen